I cannot feel today,
Numb, switched off
Extremities cautious to touch the water,
Ice cold nose running,
Losing. No weight,
Head a concrete chopping block,
The poison fills me.
Get up,
Get out,
Go be productive,
Cog,
Turn turn turn and leave the tears for later,
take a day off but no more,
That should be enough,
Back to the grind.